Helpless
Wednesday, October 28 @ 19:32
Happy birthday Jeramyn!Was
taupok-ed like 2/3 times today so sad. His birthday cake was a bun!?
Omg what is happening? Why can't everything be just the way we want it. This is such a bad year, so many sad things happening :( I don't want anyone to retain!!! One hurts herself, one puts herself down, the other acts normal, all of us cries. Even I cried when Fiona played the piano and when I see everyone like this. What can I do!? Like what Shijing said, we can't cry because they are crying and we have to be the ones to be there for them. And yet, there's nothing else I can say to make them feel any better.
Cheer up girls I'll always be here for you <3
Went for late lunch after that with Sj and Yuzi, ate at Yoshinoya and walked to the library to return my (overdue) books. Thanks Sj for waiting with me I luv you alot. Don't worry too much, I've also disappointed my parents :(
I'll be stronger.